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Patience EP

by Apex of Apathy

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1.
Romanticism 03:32
When I met you I couldn't accept The way that your stare put a hole in my chest They told me that you were not safe But that image of you will not go away Now when I feel like I'm going insane Those familiar eyes erase all my pain You don't realize the way that I feel My song about you cannot make it real Now I'm stagnant I can't fucking breathe And each passing second is eating at me In my despondence I formulate lies Each harmless distortion creates my disguise
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Patience 02:45
Patience My only virtue Is the reason that I'm here alone And always These stupid daydreams Now much more vivid Are keeping me awake You hide your face from me because you're so ashamed I hide my scars from you, I know that you're afraid I'll fucking break this down, I know I'll find a way I'm counting down the weeks I'm counting every day All of this waiting for you has brought me to my knees Here at my final hour I hope you'll look at me
3.
You're stoic like philosophers who can't decide If we're determined or have freedom and what that implies So when you're telling me you're leaving me I think for a while Of how it used to be, before all this, when you used to smile They say the truth will set you free But that hasn't worked for me You said that we could live forever Now I know that was all a lie It's like you're cursed to seek connection And to hide who you really are They say the truth sets you free Looking back on everything I start to get the feeling like There's something deep inside of me that's fighting for air Looking back on everything I start to get the feeling like There's something deep inside of me that's fighting for air No I won't make that mistake again
4.
I'm making a list of my shortcomings My hands ball into fists as I brace myself For the wave of unyielding judgment My face is calm but in time I'll break And you may say it's below the belt but I'm over this You've been scraping by until now Coasting off a fake ass sense of what You think I want to hear You're nothing but a thrill seeker I'm making a list of your shortcomings And if I make it through this then it's all downhill Because now I'm starting to see the truth here Your backwards logic is wearing off And I'm beginning to see things clearly so here we go You've been scraping by until now Coasting off a fake ass sense of what You think I want to hear You're nothing but a thrill seeker
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I dreamt I was a strong-jawed wonderboy I can feel it fading now I see distress but there's no damsel here There's no progress So I'll break away Keep on looking for a reason why you'd say "I'll get better," in that letter, written in a mix of my blood and sweat Not for one more day Will I make these allowances because I deserve better, I'll go get her, you'll watch from afar Now I can't breathe And you're the one to blame

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This is our first official release. Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Adam Neujahr of Lovely Robot Audio.

Artwork by Ernest Castillo

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released July 13, 2012

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Apex of Apathy Las Vegas, Nevada

Post-Hardcore / Progressive band from Las Vegas.

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